I fell in love with another guy again. This time, however, is different. My face turned beet red today, and I realized that this is different than the other guys. When I think of my previous crush, my heart did not fall, my stomach did not tighten and I did not try to do any actions. This time, I actually seek advice and tried to smile for him. However, I failed today, and ended up running away. I ran to the direction of my friend and quickly descended below, only to find out he was takin the same way. My face was beet red again, my friend knew, I like him.
When I calmed down, we chatted for a few minutes. I convinced her that I don't like him, which is a lie. She soon said, "Based from my experience, he'll not like you." And walked off. I was shocked. My friend actually said that sentence. I was cool with it. Having your expectations up isn't a good idea, after all.
So, I told my friends about this incident, and they told me, my friend might like the same person I like. Soon I realized, it was time to fight. I'll not let my feelings towards her manipulate me. What she said is negative. A true friend won't say that! So, I will act my way, despite what she told me.
I don't know if she likes him or not, but I remember she tried to wing me towards the wrong direction. If I lose her as friend, I still have many people supporting me, right? Camilia, Ning, my DTB family, there's a lot!
...So I promise God, tomorrow, I'll smile at him! This time, for sure! Rawr!
Choosing your date for Valentines (Prologue)
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Adapted from my sifu:
So guys, remember to plot the graph of the girl candidate you’re gonna date
this Valentines. If the girl is above the diagonal lin...
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